Decisions

I feel like this time of life is all about decisions...as matter of fact, if I really think about it, every phase of life includes decisions.  It just seems like right now I have some really important and crucial ones to make.  Decisions aren't too bad because I really like having a plan, but making sure I made the right decision is my problem.  I often make my own plan and present it to Heavenly Father to ask if it is right, but really not wanting to be open to changing it.  I have had to learn time after time that His plan is always going to be better than mine is.  I had to remind myself of that today.  Ever since I went to the Netherlands last May I decided that I would save up so that I could go again this May.  Well, I have saved up and I have been planning it as my little after-graduation trip.  If I am not at home or with family, there isn't another place than the Netherlands that I would rather be!  I have been checking flight tickets for a number of months and getting an estimate of the amount of days I would be gone and I have just been so excited about the people I would see...that is the most important thing to me!  However, I have noticed that every time I think about it, I get a little bit confused.  I just feel a little uneasy.  I don't know why!  It is something that I have wanted and planned for for so long!  But I have really thought about it and prayed about it and come to the conclusion that I feel a lot more at peace not buying a plane ticket right now.  That doesn't mean that things could change and I really do end up going.  And even if I don't go in May you better bet I would make another plan to go ASAP!  I just have to trust my feelings that this is the right thing no matter how sad it makes me feel.  Decisions are definitely not always easy!